We met today for what felt like the first time in ages. My arm is bending more normally now. So I danced and stripped to a tune I had chosen. Etta James ‘I just wanna make love to you’. And we fucked beautifully. It was an emotional day for me, and it still it. I sooo want more of him. I don’t have enough to satisfy my desire for his company, but he is my perfect lover. I am grateful for small blessings but wish I had more.
Traffic meant that he arrived late; and then I had to leave at 1.30pm for 2 meetings. But immediately hit traffic so bad that I missed both of them so may as well have stayed luxuriating in bed.
I gave him another music compilation CD. Nervously, as he is knowledgeable about music. I don’t need to do this, it is me who wants to be educated and widen my music knowledge. But I hope it gives him pleasure in return for his CDs. A new compilation made with thought and love must be flattering to receive. Even if he does almost always know all the tracks. I am looking forward to his next one to me. I will learn from it, which I am sure he does not from mine – except for learning a little about my tastes.
I have no idea when I will see him again. I hope it is soon.
Jenny x
