There is a sense of sad inevitability about her post. She still adores me, and does not wish to walk away - and yet the compromise she is having to make is considerable. It is heavy in almost her every line. Along with a deep sadness, and a longing for the things I cannot give her.
At times I feel like I am a drug that she is taking - she knows that I am bad for her, and yet the pleasure of taking me outweighs (for the time being) the damage I do.
brokendownangel
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Isn't this always the way with relationships outside of a marriage though? People go in with their eyes open and no intention of it being anything more than a pleasant distraction, a bit of fun, and then one or both fall in love.
You must be in agony, for at least she is able to express her pain to those around her x